| Location | Webb Citymo |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 07/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,461 since 27/06/2009 |
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We went for the 20 wk ultrasound in March 2009 to find out if we would have a little boy or a little girl. My fiance and I really wanted a boy, as we already have a little girl. Went and found out it's a boy! We were so excited and happy. We waited and then finally my midwife called us. She told us there were some concerns with my u/s. I had low amniotic fluid, blockage in the umbilical cord and the tubes to the baby's kidneys were dialated. She was sending me to a specialist in the next couple of day. Went to the specialist and he did a u/s said there was also fluid around the baby's heart and a cyst on his brain which could mean down syndrome, hydrocephalis or worse. The specialist said he didn't care about all this other stuff that was wrong, his #1 concern was the baby's heart. I went through the painful amnio and had to wait to find out what was wrong with my child. Four days later the nurse called and said the baby tested positive for down syndrome and negative for anything worse. We were disapointed and angry but we could deal with it. We didn't care what he had we just wanted our son any way God wanted to send him. Over the next few months I was monitored closely and had another u/s with the specialist in April. At that time he said baby's heart looked fine and he wasn't worried then. So he didn't schedule to see me again until June where I would do testing every 3 days till the end of my pregnancy. I was feeling Nicholas move a lot and getting miserable by the day. Getting closer and closer and more excited. The last weekend in May we finally got his room all finished. Daddy painted it and we got every thing hung on the wall and the crib put together. It was all ready we just needed our boy. We prayed this whole time that God would take care of him, keep him safe and let him be born healthy. June 2nd I felt him move early that morning but then nothing all day and night. Woke up at 6am June 3rd and still nothing. I got up drank a glass of water and layed on my side and 45 mins later felt movement so I went back to sleep. Didn't feel much that day and I just chalked it up to the fact that we were getting closer and he was getting bigger and running out of room. June 4th I had my regular check up. I was pretty emotional that day, so sore and tired and just hurt and wanted to hurry this along and have my baby. Nurse did all the normal things but then she went to look for the heartbeat with the doppler and nothing. No heartbeat. She tried for 20mins and still nothing. My midwife came in and she tried, still no heartbeat. She sent me for a u/s and after 5mins the tech said "I'm sorry there is no heartbeat". My fiance and I were in disbelief, this couldn't be happening. We were only 5wks away from being due. What happened? June 7th I went to the hospital to be induced. I'd been having contractions for a couple of days so my body was doing what it was supposed to. I went in at 5pm and gave birth to my son Nicholas Lennon at 10:40pm. He weighed 4lbs. 11oz, and 18inches long. We held him and kissed him. He was and is our beautiful boy. He looked like mommy and big sister. Had lots of beautiful strawberry blonde hair. Big feet like mommy and just precious. We love him and miss him so. God knew more than the dr.s and us what was wrong and took him so he wouldn't suffer. We are thankful that he is in heaven and at peace there. He is perfect and happy. We will always love you precious boy.
I miss you so Nicholas. Love you millions:) Hope you're having lots of fun with Jesus and all the other babies. I love you
But Jesus called the children to him and said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these. I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it."
xxxxx
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Hi my angel. It's almost 2am and momma can't sleep. I am thinking of you. I miss you so much, every day my heart aches for you. I think about you all the time, you are never far from my thoughts. I know that you are safe and happy and that's what matters most. I love you till the end of time my precious boy.
love-momma
It has been a rough couple of days Nicholas, momma just misses you so. My friends that I was pregnant with at work are close to having their babies and you would of been here by now. It just makes momma sad and I wish so much you could of stayed with us and been healthy. I love you so and my heart aches every day for you. I love you sweet precious boy.
Nicholas you were due to be born yesterday. Mommy and Daddy love you and miss you so very much. Kiss great pa pa for us.
My sweet boy, you would have been a month old yesterday. We all love and miss you more than words can say. I hope grandpa is enjoying you for us all. we love you angel baby. love momma
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